This song by P!nk says it all.

There's a whole 'nother conversation going on

In a parallel universe

Where nothing breaks and

nothing hurts

There's a waltz playing frozen in time

Blades of grass on tiny bare feet

I look at you and you're lookin' at me

Could you beam me up?

Give me a minute, I don't know what I'd say in it

I'd probably just stare, happy just to be there, holding your face

Beam me up

Let me be lighter, I'm tired of being a fighter

I think a minute's enough

Just beam me up

Saw a blackbird soarin' in the sky

Barely a breath, I caught one last sight

Tell me that was you sayin' goodbye

There are times I feel the shiver and cold

It only happens when I'm on my own

That's how you tell me I'm not alone

In my head I see your baby blues (hazels)

I hear your voice and I, I break in two and now there's

One of me, with you

So when I need you can I send you a sign?

I'll burn a candle and turn off the lights

I'll pick a star and watch you shine

This sums up exactly how I feel. Give me a minute and I don't know what I'd say in it except I love you, I miss you, and I wish you were here.